Ego=fear

I’m happy just because I found out I am really no one. —Bright Eyes, At The Bottom Of Everything http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qikRcAiCtKM To be someone is too great a burden. If I’m someone, I have to keep up; I have to do it right; I have to play the game. If I’m someone, I have to tell […]

rap my red hands with your ruler

rap my red hands with your ruler, woman. beat down my boyish lust. kill the only calling I ever cared about. give me a grade, godforsaken prophetess. I was made to make: you can’t make me. your system says I suck. good. A’s go to the anal and asinine. good. my mind was made for […]

It was a dream.

When I was little, I had a dream. We met my aunt at a place like McGilvery Hall and she took me up the steps and through a door. Inside was a cavernous straight-walled tunnel: cold shadows of echoing concrete. It was a long journey. I was afraid but delighted, surprised but hungry for the adventure […]